Thank you for being so thoughtful, 71Fan.
Doing alright today, I guess. I didn't wake up crying, but started soon after I switched on the television and listened to the rebroadcast of the Howard Stern show from this day last year, that I never got to hear. I've managed to avoid much of the rehashing by the media over the last several days, so it really brought it all back for the first time in a long time.
Being at work was good, though. Several of us recalled what we did that day. It was very cathartic. Most of them followed the same pattern as mine: they stuck around a while at the local bars and restaurants, and walked across bridges to get home. My supervisor, Tracy, was trying to make her way across the George Washington bridge towards New Jersey, and had to backtrack because of a bomb scare. If I'm not mistaken, they actually found something in that one.
There were bomb scares all over the city that day, now that I recall. My brother's building, just a few blocks from me, was evacuated, as was the Empire State Building several times, plus many others, including department stores, restaurants, and movie theaters. My cousins was trapped in the basement of the NY Stock Exchange for many hours. A vendor lost several of her coworkers, and would have been killed herself had she gone her normal route that day. My grandmother's nurse lost two cousins. She had to identify their bodies. My father picked up the NY Post a couple of weeks later to discover the photo of a former colleague, with whom he worked and socialized with for several years at the WTC. Their company moved to New Jersey exactly three days before the first bombing there. Sadly, this man chose to stay. The wife of a friend escaped from the 38th floor of Tower I. A friend of the family, who passed away just a few weeks ago, witnessed the second plane entering the tower as it was happening, just several blocks away. I can't believe she didn't make it to the first anniversary. Another friend passed on the day before my birthday, a week before 9/11/01, and never witnessed any of it.
I'm sorry going on in this manner. Just had a rush of memories and felt like sharing some of them.
Thanks again. I hope you are coping well today. It's been a quiet, peaceful day so far in NYC, and for that, I am most grateful.