I remember hearing about Alan dying in the plane crash. The lap his hauler took around Bristol in the rain, then taking the checkered flag tore me to pieces.
Davy's death in a helicopter accident seemed so senseless, so wasteful.
Adam and Kenny were so full of life, such joyful young men.
I think the difference is that all 4 of these deaths were not in full view of 150,000 people and on national television. Their deaths were just as tragic, even more so in Adam's case.
I think the fact that it happened in front of my eyes, while I was cheering for Mikey and Junior, so over-joyed that Michael was going to win a race, that tore at me.
Believe me, I miss all of them.