Let me explain this quote by Hambone. What he really means is …”I’ve always wanted to be really BIG, and I see my buddy MJ who’s as BIG as it gets, so I talked him into buying into NASCAR with me, cause I want to be a B I G racing enterprise owner! Now, we had to buy expensive charters, but heck, they were bound to be worth a LOT more when I’ve finished racing…and of course I wanted TO BUILD the BEST FANCIEST RACING OPERATION MONEY COULD BUY, so I BORROWED A CRAP LOAD OF MONEY AGAINST MY BANK ACCOUNT, MY MASSIVE HOME, AND THE PROJECTED FUTURE VALUE OF THOSE CHARTERS! So NASCAR cannot just TAKE THAT FROM ME

, cause without those, I am UNDERWATER

.”
Hamcrap is all about him, his legacy, his desires. He’s a classic narcissist.